I am no longer a child.

Somtimes I feel like I'm on a merry-go-round.
You know when your a kid you never want to get off?
My whole life I never wanted to get off the merry go round.
And face the fact that I'm living life.
To face the fact that I am no longer a child,
I cannot dwell on Childish things anymore.
I'm facing the fact, I got responsiblities.
To face the fact, I am no longer a child.
To face the fact, that I cannot be immature.

I'm scared to move on from my childish ways.
I'm scared to move on because If I do I'm never going to be able
to find myself again.
And the Merry go round just keeps getting faster and faster,
and the people are telling me the ride is over.
So what do I do?
Do I stay on the merry ground or do I go off?
Will I ever be able to get back on?
Is my time over?

Just the feeling of now I'm having responsibilities, is killing me.
I'm not longer sombody elses responsibility, When i do somthing wrong.
Instead of them feel the repercussion.
I'm starting to feel my own.

So now I'm just taking my last ride on this thing called a Merry-Go-Round.
Because this might be the last time I ever feel the rush.