Pretty.

Why can't I be pretty? I`m surrounded by pretty.All I hear is my family calling me pretty, but why don't I belive it? I think I'm ugly why do I have to think I'm ugly? I got pretty moments somtimes.I`m self councious.Always thinking about how I look.Wondering if I'm too fat.I love me, I love everything about me, my features, but theres times when I say. "Why am I so ugly?" I always get that way when I`m around these light skinded girls at church . They make me feel ugly. When they get everything they want. I feel ugly. When pretty girls get the boys i sorta like. It makes me feel ugly. But Everyday, I look in the mirror, I see smarts,personality, and everything sombody cool would like to hang with. So, so what if they think I'm ugly, think I'm fat, think I'm strange. I will always be unique.
I am no longer self councious.
I've realized I`m just me.